I hurt.

In seven to ten business days I will have access to PART of the money my mother left me.

Never Forget

My new job is finding a place to live and moving into it.

THERE

 I told you a secret. 

I AM ABOUT TO SNAP.

My iPad is over six years old and showing its age. I am trying to settle my mother's estate and never had the chance to grieve properly and she died almost a year ago. We are living month to month in our house and I can't even get my hands on the money that is rightfully mine so I can buy a condo. 

I don't have time to install apps that aren't even compatible with the current iPad, or open accounts that "only" cost $40 a year. I am literally working six days a week and right now you need to make an appointment at the fucking Apple store, which used to be a fun place. If you want me to download these apps or open an account YOU give me the money and go to the G.D. Apple store yourself. 

Also, I don't need to hear religious lectures from you. 

Thank you. 

FITTING FOR LABOR DAY

 See https://www.facade.com/tarot/personal/?UID=382909&Date=9%2F2%2F2024&Name=Anonymous&Query=&Deck=renaissance&Reading=single&Reverse=on

SOMETIMES IT'S HARD TO DIFFERENTIATE TRANQUILITY FROM BOREDOM

 

WILL HAVE ACCESS TO AT LEAST PART OF THE MONEY MOM LEFT ME.

It was almost ten thousand more than I expected. 

Holiday Mathis says "There is still joy to be gleaned from routine actions. So even though repetition will get you to the goal in the most expedient way, just be sure to stay awake and aware, even as you repeat an action for the hundredth time."

Also, I hate multifactor authentication. 

My Card For The Day:

 

I weigh more than I have ever weighed in my life.

TODAY'S TAROT READING

 The Hermit reversed:

"Failure caused by dullness," according to Facade.com. But the advice given by other books/sites was good stuff. 

BORED OF THE RINGS

 

WHAT A DAY

 And a night. 

MY SCOOTER ARRIVED

 I had forgotten how fast they go. 

APOCALYPSE NOW

 My church is holding a series on the book of Revelation: 

I CAN'T DECIDE IF OUR DOWNTOWN IS MORE DEPRESSING, LESS DEPRESSING OR AS DEPRESSING AS USUAL, JUST IN A DIFFERENT WAY.

But at least they are building a new Starbucks that's supposed to be twice as big. 

Also, another one of my tarot books arrived. 

TODAY IS THE FEAST OF THE ASSUMPTION.

Went to mass at my own church. If there were a bingo card for the Apocalypse one space would be the woman clothed with the sun:

Also, one of my tarot books arrived.

MY BIRTHDAY

Holiday Mathis says "You'll get your wish! It's not because someone grants it but because you figure out the right action to repeat and do so with dedication until what you want is in hand. This is a better way because it means you can have more whenever you need it. More highlights: Wonderful invitations, seeing the world with friends and reaching new levels with your special talent. Scorpio and Aquarius adore you. Your lucky numbers are: 10, 3, 5, 32 and 17."

Got an astrology reading.

Started looking at properties again.

I HAVE NOT LIVED IN MY OLD NEIGHBOURHOOD FOR ALMOST SEVEN YEARS BUT PEOPLE STILL REMEMBER ME AND MY READINGS.

Even in the new neighbourhood. Also, housemate's disability claim was approved and I picked up my big pig's ashes.

HOUSEMATE IS ON VACATION.

This means I can leave my alcohol out in plain sight:

THE WEIRDEST THING HAPPENED.

A guy I hadn't seen in more than 20 years responded to one of my facebook posts. And my best friend's niece is writing a book.

BOTH A GUY IN THE MARKET AND THE TRAIN STATION ASKED IF I WAS OK AND NEEDED ANYTHING.

I asked "do I not look ok" and one said "you look kind of starry-eyed."

I LOVE THIS CHANNEL:

Thinking about the Apocalypse.

HOUSEMATE CLEANED THE BATHROOM.

When I say "cleaned," I mean sprinkled cleanser everywhere without wiping it up, including the toilet seat, then walking away.

Tried to start learning Hungarian again.

Was in a good mood until I started work this morning.